After months of talking about studying abroad in London, I'm leaving in 6 days! It hasn't hit me yet, and I'm sure it won't hit me until the moment I say goodbye to my parents at the airport and I start crying!
Ahh..Am I ready? Am I excited? I'm pretty much all packed. I'm excited for what God wants me experience and how He plans on using me in London these next few months!
I thought this summer would be a pretty uneventful couple months before I left for London, but it turns out God had so much to teach me and show me. I was so so spiritual weak while I was in Irvine and it was hard for me to get back into the routine of the simplest things like prayer. I was worried that I would leave the states spiritual weak, but God just provided in so many ways for me to turn things around! Was reminded how small my problems were, was reminded that I do have genuine/caring/wonderful people in my life that keep me accountable and make me want to be a better person, was reminded the importance of quiet times and how MUCH it effects my daily outlook on everything, learned how much God’s been reaching out to me this entire summer and yet I continued to seek help and approval from those around me, realized HOW selfish I have truly become this year…completely forgetting about God’s mission for me to really love, forgive, and serve those around me. It’s so simple, yet I make it so complicated.
To be continued :)
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